Blog post #56 - Monday Morning Moment

Are we ever ready?
​For anything?
Today most of us in the teaching game start back.

I know I’m not ready.
Have butterflies, full of doubt, imposter syndrome…..

My personal history reminds me that I feel like this every year and every year as soon as my first student rocks in and I say take a “Surprised, Silent, Smiley” breath, I’m there, in the zone.
So that’s old news.

Today, I’m contemplating a new leap into the unknown, yet somehow fully known. Scared to death. If I had any sense I would have kept it a secret instead of mouthing off about it. Give myself a chance undercover.

But, I think saying I must write, makes it a reality.

Many years ago, just before I headed off to Toronto, still aching, still deeply grieving, some dear soul popped a beautiful book into my letterbox. “BEING, A Reminder From The Gods,” compiled by Susan Hayward.
Bless that person, whoever they are, wherever they are.

Today my mate Billy Blake speaks to me again from its pages.
“But if we fear to do the dictates of our Angels, and tremble at the tasks set before us, if we refuse to do Spiritual Acts because of Natural Fears and Desires!
Who can describe the dismal torment of such a state!”

​Sending you all love today as you embark on your journey, whether it be this day only, one day at a time, or something stretching into the future.
Kxx

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